So I realize that probably no one reads this blog, and that makes sense since I have only posted one post. I had great intentions to write posts regularly. It seems like I do this often, I decide to start doing something and then I forget.
One thing that I would really like in improve about my self is my ability to be consistent. I'm not very good at all in being consistent. I would love it if I could get myself to go swim laps every day, and read and pray, and eat healthy. I know that these things would benefit my life greatly, but I get lost in the activities of everyday life. I don't remember my goals, or I just find excuses to let those goals pass by undone.
A new semester of school is about to start this coming Monday. A lot has changed from last semester. I am now married. I have decided (officially on a major), Family life and human development. I have also decided that I want to be a dental assistant. I found out that I have a gluten intolerance. I am very happy about these changes. My life has direction. I just think that the only thing I should avoid now is complacency. There are always so many possibilities for the future. New things to try and do. I am very blessed, I have been given so much.
I have found that it is very easy for me to think too much about what I lack, when I really should just focus on what I have. I often, in my head, have fights with my self. I hear words of discouragement and negativism, sometimes these words effect my mood, at the same time I hear words of happiness and the blessings that I have. How I feel is deeply effected by my decision to listen the words that come into my head. When I am frustrated or annoyed with someone, its just me and my lack of control over my decision to overlook weaknesses in myself and others. To overlook things that don't matter at all.
Someday I will be perfect, but for now I will just keep on trying.:)
